The point is we say we won't move on but we do. We crush those feelings of ours and get lost in the
world of moving on with newer versions of people who we thought wouldn't change. We fear of being forgotten. We fear of being unheard by those whom we once called as "home". We are the same but they aren't.
They don't keep up to what they once said and sooner we begun the journey of moving on..
As we need to hook up to new song.
~ Mansi Gupta.
You say you care but how do you show that affection?
my mind,my body, my soul feels like it is in some kind of detention ,
the tissues lying on my couch,
or the ones I carry in my pouch,
the trembles I feel,
after my last meal,
the day when your silly little joke,
gave both of us a stroke,
a world build from a scratch,
got detached.
~ Mansi Gupta.
Saturday, 9 July 2016
We are so doubtful about certain things that we always question, we doubt the base which lead us there, we overthink and ruin it for ourselves. We feel that we're in some kind of lie .We are hurt by some one else but we hurt ourselves .We let the past affect what we have. We're so lost that we forget what we need the most. We need to give ourselves a little break, as we are the ones who break, our own hearts, right from the start.
Isn't it funny!
We want someone when that person is no longer in our life.We want to be with them even if that means a few moments, we cling to their habits so much that we don't know what would it be without their constant weirdness,constant support.
At times, we just need their presence, we are haunted by the fear of the future, we fear life and at that time we just want them to stand right in front of us and say nothing. Just look us in the eye showing us that we're not alone, we never were.
So when something happens to them,
the little soul of ours,
Awaits.